I recently heard the saying “It is better to be a warrior in a garden, than a gardener in a war.” and it has been echoing in my head the past week as i’ve been deep in thought about my life. –What do i want to achieve and who do i want to be? Questions that are not easy to answer, and to be honest they shouldn’t be. But thinking about it has brought up some pain points in my life and in my character that i want to change. Things that require action and growth.

Because the past 6 months i’ve been getting sloppy. Having a bad sleep schedule, falling back in old habits – hiding away from my life in video games and social media, and isolating myself from the outside world. And looking back into my past i can see the same patterns repeating, and the way i see it, if i keep going down this road i will end up miserable, alone, and with a lot of regrets. So i think i’ve gotten to the point were staying the same is more painful than changing.

I’m not going to bore you or future me with the details, because it will probably change in a month or two. But it all starts with small decisive action, and starting this blog was probably the first step of many.

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